I have been trying my best to be as optimistic as possible. Now, I am afraid that I will fall hard. I keep telling HIM, nothing is confirmed. We just have to wait and see for awhile more. But I myself, am really afraid. Instead of trying to stand up and brave through the storm together, he just assume that all is over for him. This makes the already unstable me worse. What I heard today may be true. But I also wish that what Grace told me is also true. I really do hope so.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
11:30 PM
{{ Friday, August 10, 2007
It is becuase it is just a novelty to me? A novelty that has died off. Or am I just too tired by the end of everyday. Sometimes, I really do not want to end it then. But, I really do not have the energy to carry on anymore. Also, I think I feel almost drained. I really do hope this will end by the end of this month, at least.